just doing it - does there have to be a reason?

i've started posting again after a lengthy break - there's no particular reason why i stopped or why i started again - i did read through the whole thing back in february and decided it was a pile of old toss, although that wasn't a good enough reason to stop (if i used that criteria as a guide to anything i do, i'd never get out of bed in the morning) - i suppose i had other things to obssess over and i can't handle more than one obssessive thing at a time these days

when i read through it all again the other day, i decided it wasn't so bad and only deleted about three or four of the postings which embarrassed me by their awfulness

i do it to amuse myself - there's no other reason - i like the random nature of just writing down or plonking in gobbets of stuff that suddenly pop up into my head - of course, my character is a mix of pomposity and shallowness and i spend most of my days indulging in fairly pointless activities which i think are facets reflected quite well in this blog - if anyone happens to stumble across this inconsequential nonsense and likes it, then that's an unexpected bonus